just a short update. found a really nice post on youtube on muslim women, somehow eventhough the clip is only 2 minutes plus i think it helped me to kind of realize and reminded of how i should actually dress up…

since balik malaysia ni teringin jadi kononnye ikut trend semasa laa…huhuhu…orang pakai tudung syria kite pon nak try syria..orang pakai tudung yuna ponn kite nak tudung yuna gakk..and i maluuuuu nak admit that hari hari and setiap masa ponn saye bukak shopblog tudung nk beli tengok shawl laa pashmina lagii…memang tak terkejar laa ngan trend …and the main reason i think i want to follow trend2 ni sume sebab people i meet usually thinks saye ni dah tuaaa T_T sebab saye tak pakai macam orang2 muda pakai…but then..after watching this video..i  feel that i don’t need to put effort to please other people with what i’m wearing..i only need to dress to please Allah and that does not mean takleh cantik2..sebab Allah suka yang cantik jugak tapi kene ikut rules yang Allah dah letak laa kan? so lepas ni…kalau serabut2 tatau nk pakai ikut trend or ikut yang betul…just remember this question – is Allah pleased with what i’m wearing?

toodles!

wallahua’lam~

Nak jadi cikgu kindergartenlaaaaa camnie hurmmmmm

I know i haven’t been updating the page for almost a year..so i thougt of starting out slow (baby steps)…

Updates? A lot had happen over the one year ..to update each of them here will take a lot of time and membazir masa jeeee….but what i can say is that i’m truly happy with every single thing and can’t wait for what’s in store in the future =D

and to all those people yang keep on asking me to update the blog..thank you sebab setia lagi suruh mengupdate the blog..haha maceh2 ^______^

take care!

ok..takleh tahan laa..have to share jugak…this picture is mellttiiinnggg my heart laaa…..hihihi….saye suke sangat laa dekat dia nih…satu hari ni asyik tengookkkk jeee gambar dia..haihhh haiihhh….gerammnye saye……Ahmad Irsyad Zaini comellll sangatllaaaaaaaaaaaa =)

sweet.manis

saye sayangggg sangat anak2 sedare saye..escpecially time2 kecik camni..bile derang dah besar cam kadang2 tuh geram gakk kan…ish3..tak patut…but…they always without fail buat saye cair and eventually get away with stuff…grrr..mane boleh! =p tapi saye sayaaaang mereke!

this picture was taken last week at a wedding in temerloh…i think i’ve start to grow interest in taking portait laa…learning how to capture the emotion and feeling…sangat berminat to be able to do so….kene banyak practice ni….this picture was one of beberape puluh of him i’ve tried to shoot….nasib baik kali ni kot dia nak senyum and setting camera pon ok time tuh

also, i think i wanna start using my d40 again..but that means i have to get a new lense..we’ll see how things goes…

 wallahua’lam

this morning got in quite early after a few days of coming in on the dot. hehehe. jadi saye pon mule laa mengambil ambil gambar menggunakan telefon of my view from my floor. here are some of it to be shared with you…..=)

but now my laptop and iphone is being silly jadi tak dapat lagi…later..soon today okayy?

**edited**

as promise…for the view of my very setia blog readers..surprisingly =p

tengoklaa luar tingkap tuh..matahari ponn tak keluar lagi saye yang keluar dulu…sob sob

amek gambar sendiri2 before gi keje...T_T

ape saye nampak luar tingkap dekat office tuhh?

view from my floor at the office

dari sini juge saye boleh lihat hospital tempat saye dan abang abang saye di lahirkan?..talking about remembering your birth place huh?..hari2 pon mengadap…haha

hospital tuh yang warne biru/kuning cair...very far cannot see

my personal favourite of the day….so nice……

serenity under the morning sun

okay…itu saje..nnt ade lagi kot..next version..dunno when tho…haha…harapnye berpuas hatilaa yeee =)

wassalaam

p/s: alhamdulillah ‘ala kulli haal =D

Assalamualaikum…

this is the picture i wanted to post smlm tapi baru dapat post arini…saje..cubaan terbaru ….bosan dah mengadap words everydah…bertukar arah jap…tak lawa pon…tapi saje nak letak jugak…hihihi

pemandangan random

my attempt at sketching

okay..tuh je..memandangkan kite dah masuk pon 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan…jommm double/triple our effort…peluang ni tak datang selalu…mari2 =)

wallahua’lam

nothing much to write..just thought it would be a shame not to write anything today..on this date…hihihi…its 09/09/09…saje konon nak buat gempak…

meant to post a picture…tapi..tetibe lak battery camera abes..jadi kene charge dulu and maybe post it tomorrow…

update tentang diri sendiri: masih bergolek2 atas katil seperti selalu =)

wassalam

Selamat menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan rakan2 ku wherever you are around the world!

Not wanting to spend too much time writing, here is a present from Allah to all of us as He stated in the Qur’an:

Oh you you believe! Observing fasting is prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, that you may become Al-Muttaqun

Allah hadiah kan kita dengan puasa supaya kita dapat menjadi orang bertaqwa…jadi mari sama sama berusaha ke arah itu..=) fighting!

baby bulan

wallahua’lam

Assalamualaikum…

I was blog hopping and found something that really caught my attention. a friend of mine wrote:

time is melting away

“Ask yourself, ‘If I only had 60 seconds on the stage, what would I absolutely have to say to get my message across?’ “

It get me to thinking and here is my answer…I think it fit a full 60 seconds..hehehe

We live life to achieve a goal. Life is no big bang theory. The goal is to please our Creator, doing all that He command. [And my life and my death is for Allah, Lord of the Universe]. In order to do this, we have to have faith in our heart, we have to believe that everything around us is from Him and is controlled by Him. We need to have sincerity and taqwa in our heart so that we can achieve this faith. And I realize, even if I’m given the chance to talk for 60 minutes, only Allah have the power over guidance, and He may choose whoever He please. With that said, I will then pray that all humankind in the world get the guidance of Imaan and Islaam and to the Muslims may we all become a true Mu’min. Amiin. I need no stage.

this is only MY ramblings. i don’t think i can send my message across even in a day, let alone a minute! so my way of choosing it is by doing it behind the stage, in this case, the most important message to send around is off Islaam and the way that suits ME the best is to pray for everyone( insyaAllah)

wallahua’lam~**this post took me longer to write than just 60 seconds**

Have any of you feel so down when someone out of nowhere blame you on something you did not have control over?

You know you have always done your best to not let anyone down, or try your every best not to screw up or do something wrong . But things still happens you know, I can’t control everything around me. I’m only human .

And with that, I would like to take the opportunity to say that I’m SORRY for every mistakes and things that is expected of me but I came/will come out short. But I will try my best to always be the one you can rely on and be proud of.

in other certain cases it could be plainly this

“..cause perfect, didn’t feel so perfect, trying to fit a square into a circle was no life, i defy”

wallahua’lam